"I never had to choose my subject, my subject rather chose me."- James Jones

Fears- The future, losing family or friends
Annoyances- People who behave like they don't know to walk in the hallways, the noise of someone "smacking" their, someone who smacks their gum after being asked to stop.
Accomplishments- passing all of my AP Tests, decently managing while taking 4 AP classes, not giving up on guitar when I was younger or now
Confusions- what I really want for the future
Sorrows-waking up at 6:30 everyday, not sleeping well, monday
Dreams- to maintain my current happiness later in life
Idiosyncrasies- Guitar Player, decent rapper for a white boy if I know the song well enough
Risks- so much procrastination(this is bad I know i don't enjoy it it just happens)
Beloved Possessions- all of my musical equipment, my phone, shirt my great grandfather gave me
Problems- even more procrastination, time management in general, organization

          The subject I want to discuss is fear. The biggest fear I have is the future, which is great because it's inevitable. Could you sense my sarcasm? Even though I have ideas and plans for my future I can't lie to myself and say I'm not scared. I'm terrified, because I'm not ready. I finally got to a point where I was enjoying high-school, and I realized it's almost over. I think as juniors we are all starting to realize that our time here is almost up. In middle school I was nervous and just wanted to get this four year period out of the way, now I'm not ready for it to end. Thinking about college and my life after that is much more stressful than I thought it would've been. However, in the end I know I will face these fears and do what I need to be successful and happy, and that is what keeps me from being overwhelmed by the future. I wish you all the best in figuring out what you want to do, I know it's hard for me, but I think we can all manage to do it.