BOO-Silvia Todorova

There are many things that scare me. I get scared really easily. If someone tries to pop out of somewhere and scare me, I would scream, even if I saw it coming. If I watch scary a movie I'll have nightmares for weeks and I won't want to be alone. 

But most of all I'm scared for the future. I'm scared for mine as well as my whole family's. I fear the deaths that will happen in my family. I fear the choices I will have to make. I fear moving out and living on my own. I'm scared for growing up and all the responsibilities that come with it. I worry about the college I will go to and the friends I will have to leave. I love my friends so much and It scares me to think I won't be able to see some of them everyday. It scares me knowing that some of my best friends today might not be around in my life as I get older. I fear disappointment, whether it's disappointment in myself or having other people be disappointed in me. I fear sadness, anger, and grief. I fear pain, loneliness, and death. All my fears are bound to happen sometime in my life and I just hope by then I will be able to overcome these fears and deal with them.