Writing Territories
Fears - My biggest fear would probably be not getting something out of the hard work I put in for something or not achieving what I want. I am so self-driven by failure and checkpoints that I sometimes feel like my life is just a series of getting to a place where I am comfortable, then feeling bad because I'm comfortable. I always try to stretch myself to get to somewhere. Not reaching that place would be scary because I will have wasted my efforts.
Annoyances - When people don't use the subjunctive mood. If I WERE...etc. It just sounds so much smoother. "I suggest he buy..." Rather than 'I suggest that he buys.' It's annoying to me. I don't know why. I also don't like tapping noises, like the clicking of a clock or a timer. I can't focus unless it is dead quiet.
Accomplishments - None, really. I haven't done anything I would consider to be accomplishing much.
Confusions - I'm confused about what I want to do with my life. I honestly hate so many things I do each day. I just want to paint and study history. I feel like school is wasting my potential.
Sorrows - The patriarchy, losing friends, upcoming tests, test anxiety...
Dreams - To become an artist.
Idiosyncrasies - I refer to my mom as 'mother' all the time. I use the subjunctive tense quite often. I say the word 'PRO-cess' rather than 'PRA-cess'. I am chewing gum 24/7. I doodle ervyday.
Risks - Going to live in England. Taking 6 AP classes.
Beloved Possessions, Now and Then - My rabbit, my family and friends, my French person, my blankey, my computer, my AP Princeton Reviews
Problems - School
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