Sunday, October 19, 2014

I never had to choose my subject- my subject rather chose me: Madye Moore

Fears: dying, losing my family, my future, making the wrong decision
Annoyances: my siblings and parents, people walking way too slow in the hallways
Accomplishments: I've met a lot of new people over the last couple years, decent grades so far
Confusions: my future and where I'm going to be 10 years from now
Sorrows: not being friends with people you used to talk to every day, losing people that you love
Dreams: Graduate college, get a good job, have a family
Idiosyncrasies: huge football fan (go Pats!), most indecisive person ever, procrastinator, not very optimistic 
Risks: the AP classes I'm taking, applying to colleges, going "outside of the box"
Beloved Possessions: Then- my bear, necklace from my Nana before she passed away, picture of me and one of my best friends (weird, i know) Now- Family, my car, Angel I got from my Nana's funeral

Problems: Being too nice, letting people take advantage of me, trying to please my parents

The subject I chose to expand upon is my dreams. At this point in time, we're all pretty overwhelmed when it comes to college and deciding where to go, but one of my dreams is to graduate college (hopefully Med School), and then move on to bigger and better things like getting a job and starting my life. Hopefully my job will be something in the medical field, what it will be is something still up in the air at the moment. After graduating college and getting a job, I'm looking forward to getting married and starting a family of my own, which definitely involves kids! But honestly, who doesn't want that? Although my future is definitely something I'm looking forward to, it's also one of my biggest fears. What if I don't end up going to Med School? What if I get stuck at a 9-5 job where all you do is sit at a desk? What if I don't end up having a family? These are the questions that I'm starting to think about way more often now that I'm getting older, and sometimes it proves to be more of a fear than something I'm looking forward to. Certainly anything can happen, and that's what I'm afraid of.  


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