I never had to choose my subject- my subject chose me - Adrian Wyllie

Fears: Lack of Time(Yes, it's weird), Losing friends and family
Annoyances: People who just cannot stop talking
Accomplishments: Academy student, cellist
Confusions: This section? (Basicly, revisit later)
Sorrows: small talk (Yeah, I can't really do that. Believe it)
Dreams: Finish my secret project (No, I am not going to tell you what it is)
Idiosyncrasies: Gamer, thinker
Risks: none (want)
Beloved Possessions: Books (then), Laptop (Now, and surprisingly, if I had a phone, I still would say my laptop)
Problems: misconceptions, first impressions

I choose to expand on my fears. I have always seen my fears in a very rational way, and dealt with them appropriately. but the ones I have mentioned above, those fears are so great not even everest towers over them. Of my first fear I am the most troubled by. I have always had this feeling that everything I have done, everything I will do, it has no meaning in the overall course of the world. I always feel that I cannot do anything to change my world, that I must see it, record it. Every second I spend, watching, is one second well spent, and every second spent in a futile attempt to change my world, is one second closer to the inevitable. I can count my time left on the earth. I can count the time left for the earth, and I know that even if I do something great, something else is going to happen, something that will destroy everything I have done. But if I record what people do, and tell people, there is a chance that the history of my present world can be preserved longer. I am more afraid of losing everything, but that fear is trumped. I must see everything, it;s not some force compelling me to, but the fear that someone else's great works will disappear forever.
I have, over the past life, had many other fears, like spiders, snakes, bats, and the dark, but I learned to laugh, to keep calm, and to not fall to those fears. they no longer plague me, but the two I have now, are burned into my heart. Those fears make me who I am.